dude im just gonna vent so close ur ears

Wtf is even my life rn
There's literally no reason for me to exist
literally no reason
I have no purpose in life other than being a complete piece of human trash to people in and out of my family like what is even my problem

Time doesn't even care about any of us
Every moment that passes by I will never get to relive again and I've already wasted so much of it being a huge dickwad
It's almost humbling in a way I guess
I mean like my individualism is something nobody else in the entire universe has but I wasted it being a total fuckup

Literally nobody likes me?? People come up and ask me "Which bathroom do you use you fucking tranny"
I don't even ask people to use different pronouns or wtf ever like I'm not even transgender why are people so fucking horrible
My cat doesn't give a shit about what gender I am or how I look and yet these piece of shit classmates do
My cat is more involved in my life than they are and she doesn't even care
Then again she's a cat so what can I expect she just wants to be fed

I've got no more motivation for drawing or getting better at drawing
My artstyle is hideous and everybody else makes so much more progress than me and actually has a style to use what am I even wasting my time on

Idk I've got no friends and I think I'm relapsing into depression
my life sucks